Friends

Sometimes I wonder what exactly is wrong with me.       How could I have friends and not know it??

And  my gosh, what do you say when someone says you have beautiful shiny hair?
I am so suprised when someone complements me, or says they missed me the other night at (insert gathering/party/whatever)   I dont really know what to say....   
And Im not sure why!!!                 

Its going to take some getting use to,  but I am putting myself out there.   In this whole..  Friend world.

   Setting up Playdates at the park,   INVITING PEOPLE OVER TO MY HOUSE!    
This in all new territory for me.   I had friends as a kid, but hitting the teenage years(for many different reasons that i wont get into)   I had exactly 0  friends.     

       Hence, I have no experience with friends,unless my new adult friends want to help me build a big sandcastle at the park, earn girl scout badges, or ambush  a neighbor with the waterhose and demand to know if hes wearing a wig or is that his REAL hair?     

I guess I'll just have to be myself,  (since thats who they like in the first place)     and see how things go!!!                  annd im Diving it!!!   I'll let you know, (or rather I'll record it for myself to read later, because im pretty sure no one reads this)    how things go...........